Here I am, on this new bloggerooo. I can’t say that I’m familiar with pouring thoughts out onto the internet, but here I am. Here we go.
It’s cold and brisk today outside of my apartment.. I only left because I had to, which is usually the case, especially in the winter. I’ve been reading Maria Bamford’s blog this week and it’s prompted me to start my own, and to be honest, it feels pretty nice. Feels safe and non judgmental already, maybe that’s cuz no one knows it exists. I love this already.
Maria Bamford has been my comfort person this week, I’ve found great clarity in listening to her comedy and reading her blog where she publicly shares her writing experience and sketch ideas with those who wish to check in. I love how she seems like such a normal everyday human trying to make it through the next few hours. Not only is she real and authentic, but she’s hilarious, and her sketches seem to always resonate with me. I guess she helps me feel less stressed about my life. Thanks, Maria.
Tonight I got my period for the first time in over a year and I’ve got to say, I felt relieved and comforted to see those little pink spots in the toilet bowl. My body is working naturally and although my uterus is an ASSHOLE, my body still works, so there’s that. I suffer from a uterine disease called endometriosis which pretty much entails that uterus tissue grows outside of the uterus. It can grow on organs, the abdominal wall, and rarely on your lungs and even your brain! This tissue swells up and sheds blood during the menstrual cycle, along with your uterus and therefore causes quite a lot of pain. I can assure you that I will often bring up endometriosis because it needs to be brought up, and It’s a part of my life, it’s a part of my weird little life.
Another little tidbit about my night is that I brushed my long haired kitty cat for about 20 minutes which is when she attacked my hand. I was not upset as I would probably have done the same thing if I were her, and wouldn’t have lasted 20 minutes. Big accomplishment I’d say, and I can’t wait to see her fluffy little coat once she feels like hanging out with me again.
So, this has been fun! I feel like I am going to curl up into a ball now and think about happy things if I can, and watch some stupid comedy on TV because I love falling asleep to the light of the television on a Friday night. To anyone that may read this some day, thanks for reading my first ever blog post, I really think that’s cool of you.